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~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker Posted on May 11, 2006
by ~C4Chaos

Move Over Harry Potter! ~C4Chaos is Now a Zaadz Wizard!

Posted on May 11th, 2006 by ~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker ~C4Chaos


"Work is love made visible." -- Khalil Gibran @ Zaadz Quote

move over Harry Potter!I did it. I took the plunge, or rather Zaadz took the plunge in trusting me. I’m now officially anointed as a Zaadz Wizard! Yes my friends, I’ll be working full-time (including deep dreamless sleep) with the amazing Zaadz team.

I’ve been working in the Information Technology (IT) field since I graduated in college (x years ago). I’ve worked with different companies, teams, projects, and clients, but to be honest, this is the first time in my working life that I can authentically say that I love my job! This is really a dream job come true, and more! Hint: Blogging will be one of my tasks :)

Deep bows of gratitude to Brian (CEO+Philosopher), Aaron (CEO+The Wizard), and the entire Zaadz team for trusting my capabilities and showering me with their enthusiasm. I won’t let you down!

Stay tuned. There are more exciting things to come. If you’re reading this and you’re not a Zaadz member yet, I invite you to join us in changing ourselves so that we can change our world, for the better.

Thanks for all your trust and support. From this day forward, I offer everything I do to the Kosmos, to Serendipity, to ~myDakini who continues to inspire me to no end, and to You(Us(All)).

Kick ass and be still.

~C (for ~C4Chaos is now a Zaadz Wizard)

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ebuddha : Non-Dual tech trainer
15 minutes later
ebuddha said

Okay, congrats!  If this is for real - it's time to start incorporating the features I've wanted in a practice/holistic community!  Listen to me, so I can stop thinkin I have to create something that doesn't exist yet!

Make THIS - ZAADZ - what I see needs to exist!

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
23 minutes later
~C4Chaos said

hahaha, you are something else ebuddha :) my eyes, ears, nose, mind will always be open.

MsCapriKell : Intuitive Oracle
about 2 hours later
MsCapriKell said

YAY!!! Congrats!!!  so jealous of you!!! ;-) 

Such a sure fit, really… great things can happen from this!!

about 2 hours later
Diane said

Oh, wow, this is really great! Congratulations!

Umguy : Still Seeking
about 3 hours later
Umguy said

Congrats.

Nancy : Life Expansionist
about 4 hours later
Nancy said

Kick ass and be still.

That's definitely what I see you doing!  Congrats!  As always, you rock.

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 4 hours later
~C4Chaos said

thanks! i promise i will behave a bit since i represent Zaadz now and not just myself. but only a bit ;)

for no-holds-barred stuff, my personal domain will always be personal.

Brondu : Human
about 6 hours later
Brondu said

it’s good to represent people who aren’t just you or whatever.

i could never do that.
i could totally never do that.

also: congratulations

also: kick ass and be still is one of those good integrating things where you do the whole ramana marshi thing and the whole mother theresa thing or something like that… or the whole judaism thing and the whole buddhist thing or the whole anthony robbins thing and the whole andrew cohen thing or whatever…

also: good for you, good for you, good for you - christopher walken

also: its funny that we both surrendered everything we had at the same time. you offered your all to, uh, I forget. I could scroll up but I think it was serendipity or good forces or something. i surrendered everything to, uh… well not much. i won’t go into it. too personal.

Nicole : herself
about 6 hours later
Nicole said

Sending a huge congratulatory hug your way!  I'm stoked for ya'!  The enthusiasm shows and Zaadz is blessed to have you on their team.

I look forward to your work! 

Cheers,

Nicole

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 7 hours later
~C4Chaos said

thanks Nicole! yes, i'm fired up!

as for you Brondu, you are still uber-weird in my book :)

David : Explorer
about 7 hours later
David said

We're excited to have you ~C. 

Welcome, welcome, welcome!!! 

Mother Mary : Companera
about 7 hours later
Mother Mary said

Chimin' in with the congrats, mon!

And it is fun to know there is at least one other Zaadster like me who also loves their new job!  Work IS love made visible, as Khalil Gibran said.

Yippee! and a hearty congrats to the prince of pop culture. hehehe

Brondu : Human
about 8 hours later
Brondu said

art is love made visible. work varies. sometimes its good and somtimes you’re an illegal immagrant cleaning toilets for an drug dealer in LA trying to feed your poorly planned family of four while being mentally, emotionally, and physically abused [by your employer] on a mild scale; not bad enough to quit but just bad enough to make you feel like a worthless human being.

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 8 hours later
~C4Chaos said

Mary said: “Yippee! and a hearty congrats to the prince of pop culture. hehehe”

no way! i refuse to be likened to Michael Jackson, even if he still rocks in my book :) thanks!

Brondu said: “art is love made visible. work varies.”

well, some people think that porn is art and sometimes i agree. but some “art” just plain suck!

and don't muddle my definition of work, because my definition of work is the same as that of the Buddha's.

eBuzz : Leadslinger
about 9 hours later
eBuzz said

Way to go C! 

     I am anxious to see what You contribute.  You are definitely One of the Key Zaadzsters that make this site alot of delicious fun for Me.  I am so glad that the Staff has seen Your obvious talent.  Don't make Us wait too long now for goodies!

BE,

Erik 

Diederick : Transformation agent
about 9 hours later
Diederick said

Win-win-win: a win for ~C, a win for Zaadz and a win for the spiral ;-)

Congratulations all of us!

Brondu : Human
about 10 hours later
Brondu said

Wouldn’t we all starve (or quickly run out of other less vital services) if everyone adhered to the Buddha’s definition of work? Does anybody really see it as their life’s purpose to be an assistant to an assistant hamburger farmer or to wash our dirty dishes at restaurants or to keep our Internet up and running or to be a cashier or to make our subs or to go from dollar store to dollar store pawning cheap water bottles or to drive a security truck? Aren’t the only people who really consider their work as their life’s purpose the kind of people who provide luxuries not basic goods and services? Like artists or zaadz wizards or horse trainers or famous/near-famous politicians or specialist doctors or spiritual teachers? I’m sure you might find one or two people recognizing the significance of their contribution to a more than dimly perceived whole as a garbage man or factory worker but if you really sat one of the millions and billions of people who run our world down and asked them what they thought their life’s purpose was they either wouldn’t have an answer or their answer would lie in diverting their ‘heartfelt efforts’ to an area far outside the service industry and likely far away from anything that might actually be useful to humans in general due to the average individuals inability to expand their circle of care past a few family members and a skin color and make their life’s purpose something beneficial to a mass (be it amorphous or be it highly differientated). So if some sort of spiritual attunement is necessary as a prerequisite for finding your true potential and unfolding it in the world then what about the people who are working their asses off with no clue and no desire to have a clue about what we’re discussing here. Would you really want to pull them off the job, off what they consider to be their WORK place, to try and get them to pursue their life’s purpose while the world slowly deteriorated and every structure that upholds it presently slowly or quickly (as the case may be) disintegrates because no one’s life purpose is what they’re actually doing or what we as consumers actually need them to do? And is it really a more dignified definition of work, this ‘find your purpose’ brand? Would the world really be missing anything if you just joined their nebulous mass, dissolved the gift that is your own radical uniqueness and perpetuated the hell-bound ball of affairs that is humanity? That’s what I’m thinking of doing. I’d take the forgetful pill (the red pill or whatever) anyday. Semi-consciousness is horrid. Fully conscious doing is a myth. Simply Being is boring and useless and very tired, especially here at zaadz. Unconscious idiocy is so much better. At least those people actually have fun and most of the time they don’t need a lot of help to get by and they get married and learn how to drive cars. I’ll never get married or drive a car and for those reasons life has lost its taste. Purpose is overrated. So is the Buddha. So is mediocrity. So is Earth. So is that which transcends Earth. So is articulation. Matriculation, however, is more overrated than anything. Or is it? I guess maybe I should try it out now that I’ve decided to let go my damned cumbersome proclivity for accumulating knowledge and utilizing the repository of accumulation for some vague greater good. But don’t let me get you down. Zaadz job. Wow, what a good thing. Go fry a marshmellow, get laid, fly a balloon, wake up early, drink coffee at a new place, spend the night outdoors. Celebrate. Live it up.

Diederick : Transformation agent
about 10 hours later
Diederick said

Brondu, you sound like friggin' Dostoevsky, who could never convince himself of this line of argument and I don't think you can, either. I agree with the first part of your comment, but I think the second part is an expression of you provoking yourself, looking for the meaning of it all, while I have a feeling that deep down, you have a pretty good sense of it.

We cannot not trust, because living itself is trusting, so we might as well recognize it and give it is fullest expression in being all we can be, embodying that very trust.

Tell me, where you serious or not, or somewhat?

Craig Photography : Create, Compassion, Service, Photog
about 13 hours later
Craig Photography said

Congratulations and God Bless - John

Shelly  : Petrepreneur- Pay It Forward Pets
about 14 hours later
Shelly said

Nice job! Seems like just yesterday we were talking about this. Manifesting at it's finest. Make no mistake that you created this Rommel….. and you SO deserve it. It is only natural that you would join such a fabulous team. The synergy will be infinite.
 
Congratulations and HAVE FUN!!!!!!!
Much love- Shelly

~Matthew : Youthful Maturity
about 14 hours later
~Matthew said

{Big Tears} {Deep Bows} {Big Hug}

 I know the feeling, my friend!  It's about friggin' time you joined the team, yeah?

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 15 hours later
~C4Chaos said

thanks ~Matthew. you rock! and i'm still your biatch!

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 15 hours later
~C4Chaos said

wtf?! Brondu, you taking too much Red Bull again? anyway, just remember, you started it you devious gremlin! 

Brondu said: “Wouldn’t we all starve (or quickly run out of other less vital services) if everyone adhered to the Buddha’s definition of work?”

this is a hypothetical absurd question. because this, IMHO, will never (or should ever) happen lest we all starve to death like you said. it's like saying what if all atoms disappear and suddenly there's just molecules? see my point? it's holarchy 101. it's Spiral Dynamics 101. it's Integral Theory 101. what's the matter with you?!

“Aren’t the only people who really consider their work as their life’s purpose the kind of people who provide luxuries not basic goods and services?”

speak for yourself. coz you are doing mega-projections here. i know people who's job is in the basic goods and services industry yet love their work! let me take a friend of mine for example. she works in the medical field assisting surgeons in heart operations. that's service. her work is crucial but not that glamorous since most of the time the surgeons get all the credit. but she doesn't mind because she enjoys doing her work. just having that thought of helping people alleviate their suffering make her come to work day in and day out.

“So if some sort of spiritual attunement is necessary as a prerequisite for finding your true potential and unfolding it in the world then what about the people who are working their asses off with no clue and no desire to have a clue about what we’re discussing here. Would you really want to pull them off the job, off what they consider to be their WORK place, to try and get them to pursue their life’s purpose while the world slowly deteriorated and every structure that upholds it presently slowly or quickly (as the case may be) disintegrates because no one’s life purpose is what they’re actually doing or what we as consumers actually need them to do?”

this is just a corollary to your first question. so my answer is the same. it's friggin' hypothetically absurd. first of all, you cannot “just pull” people into spiritual attunement even if you try. the above rant is not very fluffy because it collapses the interconnected tetramesh of UL, UR, LL, LR. for example, people have families and desires that get them attached to their work (whether be it financially, emotionally, etc.). you can be an assistant or a plumber, or whatever and still be spiritually attuned yet practical enough NOT to give up your work because of various reasons, personal, interpersonal, or what not.

“Would the world really be missing anything if you just joined their nebulous mass, dissolved the gift that is your own radical uniqueness and perpetuated the hell-bound ball of affairs that is humanity?”

in my case, probably the world will not miss anything. but you know what? i know that I'LL BE MISSING A LOT! so i choose my path consciously because i don't want to miss a thing!

“I’ll never get married or drive a car…” 

forget the red pill. try birth control pills. one of the biggest lessons i've learned in life is to NOT speak too soon! and to never say never! oops i just said never! rats!

“Purpose is overrated. So is the Buddha. So is mediocrity. So is Earth. So is that which transcends Earth. So is articulation.”

this is probably true from the ABSOLUTE point of view and also from the extreme-Existentialism point of view. BIG difference though. i don't think you're speaking from the ABSOLUTE point of view.

“But don’t let me get you down.”

your (or anybody's) ranting will never get me down! i'm just disappointed that The Brondu would (skillfully) rant like this.

trust me. i've been working my ass off while you were still a blip of imagination in the mind of God. nah, that's not true. i think you were born already but you were still in a state of hellish undifferentiation (also known as Bronduality).  i know the feeling of being tormented by the idea of “purpose in life” yet still working 9-5 (sometimes 7am-5am) day in and day out with people you don't even want to eat lunch with.

theoretical knowledge and/or projection will never ever be as fluffy as actual experience. brood upon that, kid!

but what i'm really trying to say is: we all should (consciously) choose our paths so that destiny won't choose us last. but then again, not everyone will do this. but then again, that's just ok. because in some “higher” crazy realm, everything is just A 'OK.

so whether you're serious or not with your rant Brondu, it doesn't matter. because mine is serious.

P.S. next time, please use some friggin' line breaks!

P'SAL : Graphic Designer, etc.
about 17 hours later
P'SAL said

congrats buddy! it couldn't have happened to a fluffier dude! ;)

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 17 hours later
~C4Chaos said

thanks Salamone. now here's a glass of Martini for you :)

about 22 hours later
John said

High 5!  We're all counting on you…  NO PRESSURE!

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
about 22 hours later
~C4Chaos said

damn. i think i better start laying off on coffee then…

Brondu : Human
about 23 hours later
Brondu said

hey c4.

thanks for being serious. i may have been drunk (seriously…..) when I ranted but that doesn’t alter the validity of some of the things I said. obviously I’m just a silly eighteen year old. we run a gamut of emotions and sometimes we like to draw attention in times of pain or need.

to clear a few things up: are you saying that everyone lower on the holarchy consider’s their life purpose to be their job and/or is excluded from the buddha’s definition of work.

when I said pull someone off the job I didn’t mean to imply they would be instantly spiritually attuned I meant just they probably wouldn’t identify their life’s purpose as a plubmer. they’d probably go seeking with the time you hypothetically bought them and they’d probably turn out to be a bad artist or something.

from an absolute point of view isn’t pretty much any radically egalitarian approach valid. to say everything is ovverrated or underrated is the same thing?

i don’t work. I spend all my time studying integral theory, transpersonal psychology, AQAL spirituality, fiction as art, and whatever else… so my conclusions of pointlessness aren’t based on thousands of hours of working a useless job but, in part, on reading thousands and thousands (literally) of pages written (almost exclusively) by authors who talk at integralnaked or WIE. days and days of time… rewarded gloriously and yet… not at all.

i didn’t say all people would be unhappy with their jobs and wouldn’t identify their job as the buddha’s definition of work I said MOST people… can’t argue that. just go out on the street and take a survey.

and…. that is all. except that I should say that I don’t like Paul because I get the feeling Paul doesn’t like me and he brings the worst out in me and makes me look at myself very reductionistically or perhaps realistically.. either way I don’t like it. Paul - you suck. Not as bad as me, of course. I mean look at this clumsily perpetuated incoherence. It’s like non-strategically placed verbal diarrhea. Man, for a perfectionist I am a goddam moron. Am I still drunk?

Sorry C4, I don’t mean to pollute the forum. People are doing an excellent job of ignoring me, so that’s good.

~Matthew : Youthful Maturity
about 23 hours later
~Matthew said

Ok Brondu, you must either know Paul or you've officially gone off the deep end… How in the name of all that is good and holy (i.e. ~Matthew) could you come to the conclusion that Paul doesn't like you from that one little comment directed toward ~C4Choas?

And that's really all I have to say about that.

I will defend ~C4Chaos to the DEATH (of the ego)!!!! 

Brondu : Human
about 24 hours later
Brondu said

yeah i shouldn’t have said that. paul’s a good guy. he helped me out, once. i’m.. wow… i’m off the deep end. you said it, matt.

Brondu : Human
about 24 hours later
Brondu said

i think he’ll think its funny that i think he makes me think that I don’t think as well as I’d like to think I think. and in that respect I think he likes himself which I think is good. but i don’t know who paul is so, uh, yeah…. my vague impressions should have been left non-verbalized. i apologize

ebuddha : Non-Dual tech trainer
about 24 hours later
ebuddha said

Brondu,

While you have a point - in that the motivation for a job doesn't necessarily match the “perfect fulfilled life” I think that more people are “looking” for a “good” job than you know.  Now, that doesn't mean that there is some ultra-perfect fit, but, for example, I knew people who answered phones for customer service for a newspaper - at least a couple were pretty happy with that position. (Low stress, informal environment, in the case I'm thinking, close to nature).  

And most people's meanings - most people are concerned with the red and blue first - survival, sex, money, and  status.

 MOST people would listen to a integral presentation, say thank you, and never darken the doorway again.

Here is the thing though - man is a creature motivated by meaning - either internal or external.  the Atman project, right?  

Only a small number of people will go towards Atman, though, but are still looking for meaning and happiness.

At any rate, I would caution not to go TOO much “abstract”, too perfectionistic, as this is a danger with Wilber reading.  Better to get an honest assessment of your own skills, meshed with your preferences, read Pathfinder, and go from there…

All the best 

Brondu : Human
about 24 hours later
Brondu said

thanks ebuddha. you represent the buddha well. excessive wilber reading can do nothing but increase functionality and efficiency as well as expand context and create, uh meaningful meaning. ha-ha. ;)

please don’t equate my state with wilber reading. please don’t! Please read Ken Wilber. He’s the best. Ever. He will improve your life. I only represent myself. I’m screwed up because I’m predisposed that way. I opted out of infinite choice. lol!

~Matthew : Youthful Maturity
1 day later
~Matthew said

Well, maybe you opted out on purpose, Brondu Rinpoche.  And as for never meeting Paul, I hung out with him last night.  He was REALLY drunk.

Brondu : Human
1 day later
Brondu said

that’s cool. I like people who can be drunk.

Jordan : LightWriter
1 day later
Jordan said

Good for you, C. Probably a reward for some noble behavior in some other lifetime in a galaxy far far away. (OK, I just watched the first Star Wars movie with my 6-year-old.)

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
1 day later
~C4Chaos said

Brondu said: “are you saying that everyone lower on the holarchy consider’s their life purpose to be their job and/or is excluded from the buddha’s definition of work.”

not exactly. using SD terminology, you can be happy with your job at any COLOR. heck, you can be BIEGE and happy scavenging for food. the difference is, as you go deeper/higher in to the holarchy your choices expand since you become more conscious. so yeah, IMHO, the Buddha's definition of work: “your work is to discover your world, and with all your heart give yourself to it.”

can be applied/interpreted at any COLOR of development. if you're at RED, your work could revolve around conquest, and if you put your heart to it, you'd be a great conqueror. if you're at BLUE, your work could be to instill values using the lens of your religion, and if you put your heart to it you'd be a great evangelist. etc…. make sense?

“from an absolute point of view isn’t pretty much any radically egalitarian approach valid. to say everything is ovverrated or underrated is the same thing?”

from an absolute point of view, nothing can ever be said, including this statement. 

“i don’t work. I spend all my time studying integral theory, transpersonal psychology, AQAL spirituality, fiction as art, and whatever else…”

reading about something is not experiencing something. the written text is not the territory. so go get a freakin' job as a dishwasher or something.

and yes, Paul is drunk most of the time even at Starbucks :) 

~C (for Colors of development)

~C4Chaos : (hyper)linker
1 day later
~C4Chaos said

Jordan said: “Good for you, C. Probably a reward for some noble behavior in some other lifetime in a galaxy far far away.”

thanks Jordan. you're probably right. but it could also be because i'm just such an uber nice guy in this lifetime too :)

Brondu : Human